billie

its amazing how much goes through you mind on a short bus ride. i was going home today from school and i noticed that billie was on the bus and i thought to myself just great i wonder if she will recognize me...and of course the only seat was right infront of her..i sat down as quickly as possible...she was kind of falling asleep so i dont even know if she saw me looking back on it.....as i sat down i was thinking what if she saw me..then that would lead to going out for drinks and then that would probally lead back going to her place...that would lead to her getting high again and getting better aquainted with each other then the thought of all that money that id spend on booze and missing classes just like before and the main reason why i failed law and security...then i thought about the last time we got more better aquainted with each other and her passing out on me...her not showing up to concerts and movies that she said she would go see with me....but then....(ya my mind went everywhere on this one all in about a 20 min bus ride)reminding myself that the time we did spend together was great and i enjoyed every min of it....this was around victoria ville and just as the bus pulled away i turned around to make sure it was her and she was gone....ohh well