thinking about stuff

im just chatting here and thinking of the summer and that this summer has been a little on the borning side...normally i go to toronto and go to a concert or 2. being in a mosh pit with 1600 metallica fan was great and going to sars stock(toronto rocks) and seeing the stones and ac/dc play was great summers to remember

not that this year has been a bad one..its been a summer of meeting people meeting people at wedding and just chatting online. all of these people im happy to have meet and i hope they feel the same about meeting me.meeting julie and playing pool...maybe we can do more if the time will allow it...then there is sarah and laura..meeting sarah for the first time was great going to laura bday and getting lost(kind of) was fun...... laura i know from st pats and is someone i should have tried to keep in touch with more....i should phone christian i wonder whats up with him? amanda talking to her for quite a whyle before kahns wedding but not getting a lot of time to talk in person due to the wedding and lots have to be done...next time will be differnt...and then there was jacqui someone that i wanted to know better but either she didnt get my message about the pearl jam or got my email...either way its ok more than likely ill see her next year at the anniversary party

school is going to be fun and intense....sarah is in film and the classes dont get along even though it is known that WE HAVE THE BEST PARTYS AND KICK ASS..now that the class thing is out of the way ...lol time to get a little serious...maybe a friendly seeing whos video work is better will bring the best in both of us.... i cant fuck things up in school this year even thought the pressure is on me even more than last year and i hope i dont crack under the pressure...new cameras...editing systems....and if i dont pass i cant take the 3rd year in Austrailia that means ill have to be a wal mart greeter for the rest of my life and that would suck ass.. but then people say im too hard on myslef and i do good work..but i think eveything i do is shit...maybe that what i need to do good work

then its a time to get a real job for the rest of my life i dont know whats more scarry school and me not being able to fuck up or doing a job for the rest of my life...i need to think more of myself and think that im good enought for a gf i need more self confidence...but then again me just saying these things are easyer said than done..im almost 27 and i need to have more life experiences...the pic above is a litle reminder of what is waiting for me in Austrailia i cant fuck things up
...my friend lisa took this pic she has been there almost a year and im soo jellous.. i want to be there no matter what seeing how it has been a childhood dream of mine to go. but lets see what happens and go from there..wow and just think i only started blogin this year and normally i have a hard time to say what im thinking but here no problem....thank you laura for telling me about your blog and getting me started in this.
in closing ill just add

welcome to wal mart...lol