again i think way too much

kahn said it best when he said i think of things way too much and dont take any action. its hard to say what one thinks,feels.the whole finding that something in someone you never thought of in that way.....and then you start to think differntly.god if only i had a tape of my life and view what should i do...take the risk or not..risk loosing another friend over saying what you feel..but then again do i want to just stand there and the "ship" as it passes me by........there is always hope but....and from tonight wings experience its even harder to say.i get the feeling the past... the ones that im just going to be there for everyone and no one giving me a chance to be more than just friends....but then again i just should be use to this by now...it would just be geat to clear the air.....ohhh well at least ill get to know her better and there is always an upside to everyting.....

good old trent and his lyris


"Even Deeper"

I woke up today
to find myself in the other place
with a trail of footprints
from where I ran away
it seems everything I've heard
just might be true
and you know me
(well you think you do)
sometimes, I have everything - yet I wish I felt something

do you know how far this has gone?
just how damaged have I become?
when I think I can overcome
it runs even deeper

and in a dream I'm a different me
with a perfect you
we fit perfectly
and for once in my life I feel complete
and I still want to ruin it
afraid to look
as clear as day
this plan has long been underway

I hear them call
I cannot stay
the voice inviting me away

do you know how far this has gone?
just how damaged have I become?
when I think I can overcome
it runs even deeper
everything that matters is gone
all the hands of hope have withdrawn
could you try to help me hang on?
it runs...

I straight
I won't crack
on my way
and I can't turn back
I'm okay
I'm on track
on my way
and I can't turn back
I stayed
on this track
gone too far
and I can't come back
I stayed
on this track
lost my way
can't come back

from your FRIEND and humble narrator
dave