the answer to a good question.

laura asked a good question last nigh."what would you do if your life wasn;t suck/?

wow thats a great question if my life wasnt suck....

the first thing that comes to my mind is that i wouldnt be blogging about this verry topic and would have lots more stuff to say. people would find me instering and would want to hang out with me more and or actually read my blog. i would have girls knocking down my door looking for a date. if my life didnt suck when i tell someone that i like them they would still talk to me. if my life didnt suck i would have accomplished something by now ( this one is still pending seeing how im still in school in the last semester and might actually pass and end up in Australia)i would have gotten a drivers licence and forget and not let the 7-8 car accidents i have been in hold me down. if my life didnt suck id have a gf and things would be good.as for now i'm not even going to try...seriously...all my time is going to go into school and then hook up with some hot aussie gal and spend the rest of my life down under(take that last one as you will..lol)

but im just bitching and complaining righ now but still none the less i did answer a question that someone actually did ask me.///ohh here is another one if my life didnt suck i wouldnt miss the spam that use to get as posts on this blog..it sucked just a little bit before but now its sad to say it would actually be nice to think that people read what i have to say.

but who knows..there still might be hope for me somewhere...maybe here...more then likely there..where ever there migh be. they say that the type of person you are and then things you do will come back to you so im just hopeing that im the type of person i think i am and not something else..id like to think that im a good person,friend and then some time soon it will all come back to me 10 fold like its suposed to... but im done for now...maybe add more later in a part 2 of things i fogot to mention now. but ill leave this post with a Henry Rollins quote that when i first read it.....its good and describs me i think...if only i was good enough to actually write my thoughs like this

"They say true love only comes around once and you have to hold out and be strong until then. I have been waiting. I have been searching. I am a man under the moon, walking the streets of earth until dawn. There's got to be someone for me. It's not too much to ask. Just someone to be with. Someone to love. Someone to give everything to. Someone." - from Solipsist by Henry Rollins

ps anyone up for cfolds tonight??? lol

update...my sis wants me to meet someone she meet at new years.....why couldnt i meet this person at new years?