sex

i have always wondered whats the big deal about sex.does having sex make you a better person? im sure nothing changes. why do people lie about how many times and how many people they have slept with and im guilty of this myself. you should have heard the storys i have told just to fit in. to make myself seem to others normal. i have been talking to 2 good people about sex.the funny thing is i can never tell if they are telling is real or just playing around. ihave in the past have had people come up to me saying that they like me and just laugh after i got to know them better. one i have bugged about web cams and what not...i know that this will never happen so i decided to see how far i can get this going and where and who would draw the line first. see when the topic of sex came up i asked her to turn on the web cam.....talks turned into taking off clothing.(i didnt) then she said i wouldnt cyber with you. so this brings me to the point of this all just being a joke and i know nothing will ever happen. if you are willing to have sex with one person and you are not willing to turn on a web cam? the other person i have not had such conversations with but have told her many times i know this it just a big ongoing joke and nothing will ever happen. so there is talk of going to the rippers one nigh and pre drinking at one persons house, this is when todays topic came up. again i know nothing besides drinking will take palce and maybe getting a lap dance at the rippers. but i can tell that its is getting a little old and the pauses between talking is getting more and more...i guess the good old...nice shoes wanna fuck...isnt going to work anymore and but i guess ill just wait and see when this whole thing is going to end and just play along untill it runs its course. becuase like i have said lots of times...no matter how many times someone can say something i know its just a big game and nothing is going to happen between any of us. no names where used because i just didnt feel like it...but imsure im going to get some comments back in all this.as for my part in all of this...do i want to sleep with any one of the 2...im not going to say...maybe later..maybe never....thats up in the wind.if something does happen(its not) who am i going to choose...who will be fist if things go somewhere having both in one room and drinking......im not going to say either....this game will go on a little more my brothers and sisters.


but to end this blog i have a quote from a movie that is great for onliners. seeing how movies are a big part in my life and also why i single..a 10,000 buck home theater to prove that.( i know im going to get a lot of bad comments about this last comment but Joe Hallenbeck said it best......."The sky is blue, water is wet, women have secrets. Who gives a fuck and ol' Satan Clause, Jimmy, he's
out there and he's just getting stronger."


more to come after the trip to the rippers and the storys before and after

yor friend and humble narrator.