catch up time and things

well one week left in class and for some reason i think im no going to make it. but im still going to try. lots to catch up on and this strike didnt help. if and when i fail this year im going to say that i just suck at everything. second thing ill fail out at. maybe my life should just be at walmart. everything just sucks. no one will tell me what to improve on,cant get a date,no one will respond to me on plentyoffish. my life just sucks ass.knowing my luck if i payed for sex they will turn me down.or maybe im just too Old fashioned by thinking that there is someone out there for everyone,maybe i should just go to the bar and hit on some barchick and get her drunk and get things done and over with, forget about feelings,forget about happyness, live in the moment and just deal with the now and worry about the then later.but then again what do i know.hopefully venting this fustration will get me to calm down a bit and i can relax and get some sleep, have some editing to do tomorrow and then a presentaion to do. im just as good at presentating as i am at dating,and that is not good. but what the fuck. right now i could care less about just basically about everything, but ill still give a go at it.