people i have liked

talking to kahn about things and people that i liked came up and who he thinks i should hook up with and people i shouldnt. my cuz 1st anniversary is comming up and im starting to think about jackie brown, the fun we had at the bar and if it was only the booze. but i hope she had a good time just like i did and the hug at the end of the night ment somthing(even thought i didnt ask her her email addy fuck i wish i could relive that moment, payed more and spent more time with her) and then thinking about billie a bad mistake but i still wish she would be good for me and she didnt pass out on me. and whats with me having things for people with kids? funny...lol

but with going with billie i use to always play the same 2 songs
1) dave matthews crash......into me
2) pink floyd confortably numb

for those that dont know here is crash into me,

Crash Into Me Lyrics


You've got your ball
you've got your chain
tied to me tight tie me up again
who's got their claws
in you my friend
Into your heart I'll beat again
Sweet like candy to my soul
Sweet you rock
and sweet you roll
Lost for you I'm so lost for you

You come crash into me
And I come into you
I come into you
In a boys dream
In a boys dream

Touch your lips just so I know
In your eyes, love, it glows so
I'm bare boned and crazy for you
When you come crash
into me, baby
And I come into you
In a boys dream
In a boys dream

If I've gone overboard
Then I'm begging you
to forgive me
in my haste
When I'm holding you so girl
close to me

Oh and you come crash
into me, baby
And I come into you
Hike up your skirt a little more
and show the world to me
Hike up your skirt a little more
and show your world to me
In a boys dream.. In a boys dream

Oh I watch you there
through the window
And I stare at you
You wear nothing but you
wear it so well
tied up and twisted
the way I'd like to be
For you, for me, come crash
into me


and for jackie it was just listing to her sing pearl jam's black. her singing and talking about stuff, i wish my cuz would have given her the message(or at least im hopeing she didnt so there is still a chance with her)but i would have given her a free ticket to go see them. but here is the lyrics to black

"Black"

Hey...oooh...
Sheets of empty canvas, untouched sheets of clay
Were laid spread out before me as her body once did
All five horizons revolved around her soul
As the earth to the sun
Now the air I tasted and breathed has taken a turn
Ooh, and all I taught her was everything
Ooh, I know she gave me all that she wore
And now my bitter hands chafe beneath the clouds
Of what was everything?
Oh, the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything...
I take a walk outside
I'm surrounded by some kids at play
I can feel their laughter, so why do I sear
Oh, and twisted thoughts that spin round my head
I'm spinning, oh, I'm spinning
How quick the sun can, drop away
And now my bitter hands cradle broken glass
Of what was everything?
All the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything...
All the love gone bad turned my world to black
Tattooed all I see, all that I am, all I'll ever be...yeah...
Uh huh...uh huh...ooh...
I know someday you'll have a beautiful life, I know you'll be a sun
In somebody else's sky, but why
Why, why can't it be, why can't it be mine