just thinking

its kind of amazing how ones life changes from having lots of friends is high school....to those friends moving on with their life....how little you actually talk to those friends.....and how the ones that are still in town it seems wants little to nothing to do with you at all.....trying to keep up with friends seems to be impossible working midnights...at lease before i could see what people are up to with blogs and now no one seems to even do that anymore...the few people that i do call seem to have better things to do than to hang out once a month.....i dont ask for much...hang out one time a month just to get caught up on things...go see a little ufc drink some beers...have a good time...but it seems like even that is too much to ask of people....maybe its getting to that point where i have to move out to a different city...i wonder...would anyone even notice that i have gone?