passive

dont know why but recently i have just been listing to one a perfect circle song over and over. this is a fan video with the final fantsy advent childern movie in the backround. its good and if you know anything about final fantasy 7 you will like it even more. but here are the lyris to passive....maybe is should for my individual video make me telling myself off and...well read the lyrics


Dead as dead can be
The doctor tells me
But I just can't believe him
Ever the optimistic one
I'm sure of your ability
To become my perfect enemy

Wake up and face me
Don't play dead 'cause maybe
Someday I will walk away and say
You disappoint me
Maybe you're better off this way

Leaning over you here
Cold and catatonic
I catch a brief reflection
Of what you could and might have been
It's your right and your ability
To become my perfect enemy

Wake up
(Why can’t you?)
And face me
(Come on now)
Don't play dead
(Don’t play dead)
'Cause maybe
(Because maybe)
Someday
(Someday)
I’ll walk away and say
You disappoint me
Maybe you're better off this way

Maybe you're better off this way (×3 )
You're better off this (×2 )
Maybe you're better off...

Wake up
(Why can't you?)
And face me
(Come on now)
Don't play dead
(Don't play dead)
Cause maybe
(Because maybe)
Someday
(Someday)
I'll walk away and say
You fucking disappoint me
Maybe you're better off this way!

Go ahead and play dead
(GO!)
I know that you can hear this
(GO!)
Go ahead and play dead
(GO!)

Why can't you turn and face me?
(WAKE UP!)
Why can't you turn and face me?
(WAKE UP!)
Why can't you turn and face me?
(WAKE UP!)
Why can't you turn and face me?
(GO!)
You fucking disappoint me

Passive-aggressive bullshit... (×12 )

me

me

sad but this is true

sex bingo results

over all we did good...im not sure on the money or anything like that...but i do know the winner of the 50/50 draw got 107.50

also i did win a prize

it was sort of a blow up doll but not really...it has a opening for the mouth..but an open hole in the head so you can put your beer into it. the feet even had sand in it to make sure it dosnt move it also included a book of differnt cupons...for sexual favours...such as a bj in the shower...i dont have a gf so i gave those away....as for the blow up doll...i gave that away also....one person tried to blow it up but when drinking you dont have that much wind left in you so gave it to someone else that started to hump it and wear it around his neck like a scarf...lol...funny stuff...but after it being humped i didnt feel like keeping it..that and my cat would make short work of it.

so in the end i was a winner...but gave it away..

You scored as Batman, the Dark Knight. As the Dark Knight of Gotham, Batman is a vigilante who deals out his own brand of justice to the criminals and corrupt of the city. He follows his own code and is often misunderstood. He has few friends or allies, but finds comfort in his cause. Batman, the Dark Knight 92% Captain Jack Sparrow 83% Indiana Jones 79% Lara Croft 75% Neo, the "One" 71% James Bond, Agent 007 71% The Amazing Spider-Man 67% William Wallace 67% The Terminator 58% Maximus 58% El Zorro 33% Which Action Hero Would You Be? v. 2.0 created with QuizFarm.com

something i want

i could use one of these...lol....now i just need someone to use it in my room!

playboy advice

well at least not having a gf today means i dont have to worry about these...well except the last one.

valentine

please be my valentine and watch this

bored

blog blog all day long...
blog blog blog while im singing my song
ooing to wax the floor
going to make it shine......na that would require me moving from my room

blog blog blog all day long

FOR ALL WHO LOVE THEIR COMPUTERS

At a recent computer expo (COMDEX), Bill Gates reportedly compared the computer industry with the auto industry and stated, "If GM had kept up with technology like the computer industry has, we would all be driving $25.00 cars that got 1,000 miles to the gallon."

In response to Bill's comments, General Motors issued a press release stating: If GM had developed technology like! Microsoft, we would all be driving cars with the following characteristics (and I just love this part):

1. For no reason whatsoever, your car would crash twice a day.

2. Every time they repainted the lines in the road, you would have to buy a new car.

3. Occasionally your car would die on the freeway for no reason. You would have to pull to the side of the road, close all of the windows, shut off the car, restart it, and reopen the windows before you could continue. For some reason you would simply accept this.

4. Occasionally, executing a maneuver such as a left turn would cause your car to shut down and refuse to restart, in which case you would have to reinstall the engine.

5. Macintosh would make a car that was powered by the sun, was reliable, five times as fast and twice as easy to drive -- but would run on only five percent of the roads.

6. The oil, water temperature, and alternator warning lights would all be replaced by a single "This Car Has Performed An Illegal Operation" warning light.

7. The airbag system would ask "Are you sure?" before deploying.

8. Occasionally, for no reason whatsoever, your car would lock you out and refuse to let you in until you simultaneously lifted the door handle, turned the key and grabbed hold of the radio antenna.

9. Every time a new car was introduced car, buyers would have to learn how to drive all over again because none of the controls would operate in the same manner as the old car.

10. You'd have to press the "Start" button to turn the engine off.

Please share this with your friends who love - but sometimes hate - their computers

sex

i have always wondered whats the big deal about sex.does having sex make you a better person? im sure nothing changes. why do people lie about how many times and how many people they have slept with and im guilty of this myself. you should have heard the storys i have told just to fit in. to make myself seem to others normal. i have been talking to 2 good people about sex.the funny thing is i can never tell if they are telling is real or just playing around. ihave in the past have had people come up to me saying that they like me and just laugh after i got to know them better. one i have bugged about web cams and what not...i know that this will never happen so i decided to see how far i can get this going and where and who would draw the line first. see when the topic of sex came up i asked her to turn on the web cam.....talks turned into taking off clothing.(i didnt) then she said i wouldnt cyber with you. so this brings me to the point of this all just being a joke and i know nothing will ever happen. if you are willing to have sex with one person and you are not willing to turn on a web cam? the other person i have not had such conversations with but have told her many times i know this it just a big ongoing joke and nothing will ever happen. so there is talk of going to the rippers one nigh and pre drinking at one persons house, this is when todays topic came up. again i know nothing besides drinking will take palce and maybe getting a lap dance at the rippers. but i can tell that its is getting a little old and the pauses between talking is getting more and more...i guess the good old...nice shoes wanna fuck...isnt going to work anymore and but i guess ill just wait and see when this whole thing is going to end and just play along untill it runs its course. becuase like i have said lots of times...no matter how many times someone can say something i know its just a big game and nothing is going to happen between any of us. no names where used because i just didnt feel like it...but imsure im going to get some comments back in all this.as for my part in all of this...do i want to sleep with any one of the 2...im not going to say...maybe later..maybe never....thats up in the wind.if something does happen(its not) who am i going to choose...who will be fist if things go somewhere having both in one room and drinking......im not going to say either....this game will go on a little more my brothers and sisters.


but to end this blog i have a quote from a movie that is great for onliners. seeing how movies are a big part in my life and also why i single..a 10,000 buck home theater to prove that.( i know im going to get a lot of bad comments about this last comment but Joe Hallenbeck said it best......."The sky is blue, water is wet, women have secrets. Who gives a fuck and ol' Satan Clause, Jimmy, he's
out there and he's just getting stronger."


more to come after the trip to the rippers and the storys before and after

yor friend and humble narrator.

review on cell phone by cnet

here is what they have to say about my new phone that i have yet to get from what i thought was b.c and it turns out its comming from hong kong

why when i lookec at this i thought of ed the greeter at waL MART?

bday gift ideas

someone can get this for me for my bday