norwest center

last night i went there to get a treatment for 2 warts that i have on my fingers. but the scary thing was the age of people walking up and getting condoms

first there was a little girl id have to say no older than 10 she walks up to the desk and grabs a handfull and then walks out. 1/2 hour later a 10 year old boy walks in asked where is the washroom, after gets some water and stands next to where the condomes are. leans on the desk and keeps on grabbing handfull after handfull. what do they need comdoms for? after when i was done they both were counting them outside and tried hideing them from view when i walked by. so maybe they need money and sell them to their brothers and sisters maybe....we can only hope

school

school starts verry soon. sept 6th and it going to be a busy week. first school and then pearl jam and then my bday on the 12th. a work day so that means that everyone will be wishing me a happy bday and they will tell everyone over the intercom about it. i hate when that happens...all these people that you dont know wishing you a happy bday...its scarry

i have to go buy books and such for school tomorrow...pens and such...maybe a new chair this one sucks ass and is ripped to my cat..it only seems like yesterday that summer started and it seems that i should have done more....i went biking a lot and and played some tennis but still should have done more...ohh well time is almost up and its time to get into studying mode and doing homework....this year i should study harder and do like i was going to do and take my notes and retype them on this laptop to make it easyer.. but lets see what the future holds for me....shit i still have to think of a placement even if i make it that far

fuck this is going to hurt in the morn

went to go work out with roman again and i decided to up with weight a little....say 10-15 pounds on some...its only been about a month since i started working out with romam. but some things im starting to feel a litlte bit so working in the morn should be fun to say the least...but at least ill be in electronics and i dont have to be there till 11....roman says im haveing a good increase on what im doing and just last night at nats place his mom asked me if i have lost weight....thats the second time she has said that....only if i can beleve her.....maybe not beleving her is a good thing so i want to push myself more and then i can do more...just hope i know where my limit is so i dont get hurt

but only time will tell.

rippers

going to cfolds is fun and all but maybe its just me and going there isnt as fun as it once was. beer is expensive there for 2 beer its 9 bucks. sitting there and haveing gals dance naked around you and all you can do is sit there and pay 10 bucks for a lap dance or buy a ticket to win a dance...but then again i dont think ill stop going there untill i get a gf or something more serious then like a wife...but thats not going to happen for a long time or at all so in closing i guess ill see you at centerfolds next week>?,,,,,lol

wedding time..and after wedding

wedding at 3

we have about 1/2 hour for 3 people to shower and get ready so i thought id blog when im waiting for the shower

got first place in receing mini carts

got wet playing mini put...water hazard and i just swang as hard as i could at the ball and wanter flew everywhere!i ended up getting a shower.. also mananged to put golf ball onto the road... anther person hit the ball it hit the wall on the 12 hole and bounced back at him and ended up brusing his knee..that was funny and where all hopes of a serious game ended

bar story i for got about earlyer...just meet people and i was already told to go kick someones ass because he was stocking a person in the wedding party...apparently becuse i hang out with kahn im now this bad ass and enforcer....didnt do it because i dont want to get kicked out of brandon on my first trip there now do i?

more to come after i get sober after the reception!

after reception.

the wedding pics was fun even though i hate being dressed up and having my pic taken. we went to this garden type thing that was right next door to a bar(thirstys)..wow these people comming out of that bar was CRAZY. one lady dressed all in white walked up to us all and gave the guys ( for some reason i she didnt come to me) and shook their hand and tried to kiss them and for the gals she hugged them

the next person was also drunk and yelling stuff to us from the sidewalk stuff like yoiu are dumb for getting married and what not...i wanted to say hello to our new friend but i wasnt allowed to. the third and final person we ran into was at a mac's store and she had a big bulp and walked up to the side of our van. she was looking in at the person in the fron passenger door....the doors where locked as soon as she got up.... she just stared at the person in the front seat and then i said " no matter how cute they look please dont feed the animals"..everyone started laughing/// this peron had jogging pants on and a sweater...he pants were up to her boobies....i said boobies....lol...

a friend of mine took off his top for one dance and then took off all his clothing for the last dance but not his underwear(thank god) but all in all a good time was had by all....duckee and myself also wrote on kahns car just married and you can do it all night with soap on his windows...the i was told i had to put something down so i put on the back window bye bye freedom.....then took pics to remember this day and to give to kahn...i was in the good old buddy chirst pose from dogma

now to play a little half life 2 and or battlefield 2

greetings from brandon

well grass is green here like i thought it might be and water is wet.
the trip was good.....it was a little long with the time change and all..going out to the that night to go to the bar also didnt help matter at all..but it was all good...me walking around the bar with glow sticks on 2 little bracletts and a necklace..and i was actually getting complements on them....drinking was fun with duckee...kahn...amanda and everyone else.....i was going to be walking down with amanda but after getting her drinks maybe thats why things changed drinking grasshopper drinks and that was fun...again with the fun part....there are many things to look at in brandon like a school (will have pics on that later with pics of the wedding) its the university and it has a playground for kids in the backround like ones that belong in the gradeschool.....but anyway i bought a clerks hat with "im not supposed to be here today" on the back and that is good for me seeing how im not booked for work 1/2 the time and thats what i tell all the venders.but the wedding is tomorrow and maybe we will get some sleep tonight after looking at family guy the movie...tomorrow before the wedding we have gocarts and batting cage set.... ill blog later about eric and why he didnt show up to the wedding...

tux

went to moores today to try on the tux for the wedding on saterday. still cant beleve that kahn is getting married...wow.
he requested that i bring down some persians. so i talked to the person that brings them to wal mart today(bennitts bakery) and i placed an order for 4 dozen! i think that should be good enough if not ohh well. getting back to the tux...it fit great and i must admit that i look good in it. and comming from me thats saying something...i dont think i look good in anything but this i do.

for some reason i started thinging about me getting married and the tux i should get...something simple...after all most people only use it for the day they get married....but i will use it for 3 times....one getting married at age 35 to laura and then to laura's wedding to sarah 5 years later...and then to my second marrage to....i guess time will tell.

midnight swim

at first i was a little worryed about going out for a swim at midnight. not due to the fact that im not a good swimmer or anything like that. it was that i was going to be gone till about 2am and be at work for 7, with a 6am wake up. but thank god for coffee, 2 XL coffees and one L and i was fine for the day. the large was quite the surprise because i dont normally get it and the old dutch guy just brought it.

i made a cd for the drive there just random stuff put together, i hope everyone liked it. swimming or me walking into the water and dipping in once and walking back after allittle bit was fun. the whole camp setting was great. i miss camp. they are charging too much at the place (arrow lake) i think its 8.10 a day for hydro where we go go my dad wants to get rid of it. too bad the water was too cold for my liking and i was shivering a lot. when laura was asked if i had gone under the water i had a trainspotting moment. when reten is asked if the herion is good and he replys its good really good, i yelled out its cold really cold..dont think anyone caught onto that one or the fact that i tried to do that scottish accent.

playing pool with sarah was fun ( note to self i say fun too much). i have way more experience in pool sarah, my misspent youth. i never was a part of the in group so i had to do something with my time so i took up pool. its not that expensive and indoors also. who would have thought math(i hate math) would play a part in my life looking at all the angles and to see if i can make it or not. things to know about pool

1) always look for the next shot...maybe 2-4 shots ahead
2) although shooting harder sound and looks better its harder to get shape and set things up for the next shot that you want
3) if you have ball in hand always look lower to the table and see if the ball goes past, you would be surprised how things
look if you just look a little lower
4) dont be afraid to ask advice on what to shoot next or what would the other person do,
5) know what shots you can do and what is out of your reach, dont be afraid to use the grannyhelper/rake if you cant reach.

answer to a question

someone asked me today why im still single. so here is the long version of a short answer if that makes sence....and im not joking about this but it might seem that way. fuck im going to sound like a puss after this! so here we go

ya i might seem and i do get a little depressed afer being almost 27 and having no serious relationships that i can speak of but it all comes i guess down to billie.we meet at college and it got to a point at on deck that people there thought we were going out. i once went there for fries and im not joking 3 people asked me where she was. wow she was good looking and with a kid that had something wrong with her im not sure right now what it is. and that didnt matter to me...if i can look someone in the eyes i now something is there, i think that the eyes are the window to the persons soul and i just dont like looking in peoples eyes...maybe i dont want to see inside their soul but more than likey i dont want people to look at mine...but anyway one night she took me back to her place and then things got a little friendly...then passes out on me....i went home and then she never talked to me again...i saw her at work and she gave me her number i think a total of 10 times..but each time i called to go tubing or something she never showed up.....so when i look at someone i think wow this would be good...but....i never think that im good enough..i know its sad and all but that the truth

and must we not forget that everone that i have told that i liked them dosnt talk to me again....ever.....we are talking one friend of mine is comming back for her bros wedding and when i found out that night i had a dream of him literally kicking my ass (nice visual i know but picture fight club where tylar gets his ass kicked and does nothing...it was like that but he says dont talk to my gf and i say the same stuff...fucked up i know)..but at least i learned one thing from that...dont send drunk email quoting nine inch nails "im drunk but right now im so in love with you" and if you do dont be that drunk that you have to reread the email and have to explain exactly what you were talking about and if you are serious....yes i do have feeling also.....i know it must be hard for most of yous out there to beleve it

so i guess here is the short version

me wanting someone....me realizing that im not good enough for her and if i do say something i have fears that ill never talk to them again no matter how good of friends i think we are....i guess right now im just happy with getting to know someone and just let it stay at that point...does that make sence?

that why im starting to go to the gym and starting to work out...maybe i can start to think im good enough...maybe if i tell people that i like them they will still talk to me.....and maybe just maybe a pig will fly out of my ass the next time i fart also.

bike gods still out to get me

today i tried again to as my friend put it "de virginize" my cannondale by taking it down the trails at the cascades....this time like before i didnt get a whole ride in due to a freak accident. i somehow pinched my bike tire causing it to pop as i was going down a hill. i must have hit a branch or something....so the de virginizing didnt happen all the way ( hey these are not my terms here)

so here comes the part i dont know what to do ( who am i bullshitting here i have nothing else to blog about and the decision is already made). i am suposed to work tomorrow but i made an arrangment with a one manager that if i worked the weedend i could have wed off to go to camp. but no camp. lawer stuff with my friends X and splitting up their stuff. so i can work tomorrow if i want i guess but then again i have to get that bike down the cascades this year and tomorrow i want to do it...but then again i have to pay for the bike and money is good also.

guinness will help me make up my mind....im getting one...